i hope you dont mind if i spill my pain.
im tired. im tired of not feeling good enough,but is that it? is that what im feeling? have i lied so often to everyone that now i, myself, don’t even understand what im upset about? why do i lie? because nobody wants to listen to me. im tired. im tired feeling like im getting in the way of everyone else. Am i? is everyone else lieing to me when they say im not? Why do i ask so many questions? is it because i have no answers? if i know there’s no answers then why do i keep asking questions? Is is okay that the fact that someone liked this status made me feel like i wasnt alone? is it bad that the people that like my status are people i barely talk to , not the people i talk to every day? now i think im in the wrong because i should of told them already, because thats what friends do. but now i remember the last time i told them my problems, they shut me down. is it okay for me to feel like that now? is it okay for me to think like this? someone answer me. please.